Coma

Am I dum or just purely nonesense?

- when i ask myself if I'm in the same country as mike defensor and gloria arroyo whenever they tell us that our the nation's economy is getting better

- that I believe in love despite not being in it now?

- we love despite tragedy, despite the hopelessness of scenarios, despite knowing it's nothing, really, in the grand scheme of things *

- Hearts only break because convention deems it so, because pride delivers a final blow, but never because love is the object of idealistic tendencies and is the foundation of a relationship. *

- relationships end because they do, because they can, and it doesn't have to be messy or tragic*

* fr (caravaggio, peyups.com)

... i guess im in a state of coma

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I Believe

- that God exist
- faith is important (but should be balanced with reason)
- we need to suffer
- life is good (but cruel)
- some things can never be changed
- acceptance rather than contentment is the key
- hope never fades- i am strong (when i am weak)
- karma is inescapable
- philosophies are worth dying
- nothing is impossible
- passions are unstoppable
- i will never be alone
- fear is a friend
- i am loved
- death is inevitable
- that euphoria is best rarely encountered
- time can heal- furies come with age
- I will learn to play the guitar
- that I can sing
- conformity is sometimes good
- struggle for change is still worth it
- its ok to cry and loose yourself
- I have exactly what I need
- peace of mind is the best sleeping pill
- a smile makes lot of difference
- I can be what I wanted

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Moody sobra! ERRATIC, movie addict (incomplete ung week ko w/o a movie..), frustrated ROCK star (wala nang kokontra, REBEL IN DISGUISE (medyo commie), MASOCHIST (or maybe its just due to procrastination), always preoccupied with thoughts of not much significance, INSATIABLE (every human is, aren't we?), AGNOSTIC pero medyo mga 60% pa lng (skeptical lng ko), on the verge of life & death, burning with an unknown & uncontrollable PASSION (before... i doubt if the flame is still burning), seeking reasons behind the ABSURDITY of life (and finding solutions for it, in the midst of an IDENTITY crisis, fighting between being RADICAL & being CONVENTIONAL, full of questions and thrown with EMPTY ANSWERS

ako ba ito?